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Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Wide Awake!

Well I have been up since 5am. Usually I lay in bed and try to go back to sleep and some times do for a little while longer. All I could think about is all the emails I needed to get out. So I have been up since 5am emailing and reading blogs. I know what a great waste of time. But when you can't sleep what better things do I have to do. Oh, I guess I could have been reading or doing something I am sure way more productive. Anyway I think I am a little anxious about what is going to happen this morning. I am sure that is why I am wide awake. While tired but wide awake. Is that possible? I wont be surprised if I come home with just more question and no answers and more of a waiting game. It seems to be that way. You find something out or have something done and then you have to wait. I think that is the hardest part. I think this time it is the hardest part. I want to get moving and get this brain tumor out. So we can go back to all of our fun family summer activities. Sorry for rambling can you tell I am tired. I need to go and start getting the kids ready to go this morning. I am hoping for not such hot weather today. Hot but not overly hot like the yesterday.

O.k. so Cole is up and guess what he just reminded me. Can you ask the doctor to take lots of pictures of your brain. He said that to me last week and I forgot. So this morning he is reminded me to ask the Dr. to take lots of pictures of my brain. I love kids they help you stay happy and normal what ever normal is right.

Oh, I wanted to do a shout out last Friday and just haven't gotten to it. I wanted to do a shout out to Heidi Wilson!!! Can you believe she is done with her 8 rounds or chemo. Wait to go girl you made it. I hope the side effects this last time weren't to bad. Just raidation left we hope. I am hoping for not so many side effects for you.

9 comments:

lindsay>boo said...

I think I'd be the same as you. The waiting game would drive me nuts. I'm glad you have your kids to keep you "normal." Hang in there!

Ms. Kristen said...

You are in my thoughts and prayers!

hatch said...

The waiting game is always hard. I hope your questions are answered today. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Love,
Kim

Heather said...

Yay for Heidi!! If you get those pics of your brain be sure to post them... :)

heather beck

Jodi said...

Hopefully your questions are answered. I too hate the waiting and would probably not be able to sleep. Maybe you can take a nap after your appointment. Jodi

mcmarried said...

Thinking about you and hoping your appointment was informative and that you got your questions answered.

Lots of Love,
KARA

Amy Ayres said...

I am thinking of you too Rochelle. Keep us posted...


Amy Ayres

nsbs said...

I have been waiting to post hoping that I would have something inspiring and uplifting to say....since I have come up with nothing I will just say this...we are praying for you and love you!

Nicole said...

Hi Rochelle,
I've been reading your blog for months now and keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I hope all goes well today. Please know that your grace, strength, and optimism are inspiring!
Nicole St. Hilaire